The harder I fall

Feelings out of control, I canīt believe it,

sheīs still got a hold of my soul.

Feelings, and I cannot steer, sometimes, oh God,

I wish I was not here..

And I canīt help it, I canīt even explain,

why canīt I forget, when all my loveīs in vain?

 

Feelings, unheard like a ghost, no one to talk to,

where are my friends when I need them the most?

Feelings, for better or for worse,

sometimes my feelings for her feels like a curse..

And this is not the way itīs meant to be, I know,

I wish that I could see upon her as my friend, thatīs all,

but the harder I try, the harder I fall..!

 

Not an hour, not a single day goes by,

when I donīt see you, as I try to close my eyes.

The very moment I first laid eyes on you,

you shook my world, made me want to be with you..

And this is not the way itīs meant to be, I know,

I wish that I could see upon her as my friend, thatīs all,

but the harder I try, the harder I fall..!

 

Words & Music: Johan Eliasson 1999