The harder I fall
Feelings out of control, I canīt believe it,
sheīs still got a hold of my soul.
Feelings, and I cannot steer, sometimes, oh God,
I wish I was not here..
And I canīt help it, I canīt even explain,
why canīt I forget, when all my loveīs in vain?
Feelings, unheard like a ghost, no one to talk to,
where are my friends when I need them the most?
Feelings, for better or for worse,
sometimes my feelings for her feels like a curse..
And this is not the way itīs meant to be, I know,
I wish that I could see upon her as my friend, thatīs all,
but the harder I try, the harder I fall..!
Not an hour, not a single day goes by,
when I donīt see you, as I try to close my eyes.
The very moment I first laid eyes on you,
you shook my world, made me want to be with you..
And this is not the way itīs meant to be, I know,
I wish that I could see upon her as my friend, thatīs all,
but the harder I try, the harder I fall..!
Words & Music: Johan Eliasson 1999